I Lay in Bed at Night Feeling Alone in a Raft or Island.

Hi there. It's me again, haven't watch some tom hanks movie still.

Been busy on what to do with my life now. I lay in bed at night feeling alone in a raft or island, slowly drifting away.

While the end credits sound repetitively plays inside my head, I have always think, I must be drowning, and I just needed some help.

Still hanging to my own invisible Wilson.

~Derrick

Let me sleep in deep slumber

Still waiting for my mom and dad to come home at this time, and I still bad about myself. I need to get this out of my system since anyway I'll be lying on my bed crying till I go to sleep without me noticing.

Dreams let me fall asleep in deep slumber so I couldn't feel this pain I'm feeling.

~Derrick