Time Has Gone So Fast. Been a year now...

Since I graduated, 5 years of tears and joy in college. Took 2 board exams and failed, then got depressed over time to time. Then one day came I read/heard a quote from a fictional character in a movie.

Who?

Rocky Balboa. And here's what he said,

"Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place, and I don’t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t about how hard you hit. It’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward; how much you can take and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done! Now, if you know what you’re worth, then go out and get what you’re worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain’t where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain’t you. You’re better than that!"

Thank you fictional character. It's not how hard I could hit, it's about how many hits I could take and keep moving forward.

I'll do my best and get that license. ^^,

~Derrick

I FEEL LOST. AND MISERABLE.

I just feel down and so lost at the moment. And so miserable.

I failed again. Pinaghirapan kong mag-aral ng 5 months, pero anong napala ko? Nauwi sa wala yung pag-gising ko ng maaga para mag-aral lang. Yung tiniis kong mga sermon ni daddy at mga utos ni kuya. Yung isang kaklase ko, 1 linggo lang sya nag-review, pero siya pa ang naging conditional sa isang subject.

Limang buwan. Actually sampung buwan ko ng inaaral tong apat na subjects na to. Lahat ng pagod, iniyak at pawis na ginawa ko sa nakalipas. Wala. Ganun lang. At ganun kasakit. Mapapaisip ka na lang sa isang point ng buhay mo, ang sakit, saan ba ako nagkulang? Saan ba lagi? Kulang ba ako sa aral? Kulang ba ako sa dasal? Kulang ba ako sa pagiging mabait? Saan?

Ewan ko. Di ko kayang maging masaya dahil sa paghihirap ko, wala pa ring napala.  WALA. ZERO.

Gusto kong balibagin lahat ng mga binasa ko, lahat ng mga tanong na pinagtiyagaan kong basahin, lahat ng mga sinolve ko at inintindi ng mag-isa. Dahil wala akong kwentang tao. Gusto kong punitin, sunugin at itapon.


Tinalo pa ako ng 1 week before na aral.

I'll leave you a song that's so right for this moment.

~Derrick

/ragequit
 

3 Weeks to go! Let's do this! :D

Hello guys! i'll just leave you again a musical score that lights me up as always. :)

You wreck it! (You wreck it!)
You fix it! (You fix it!)

~Derrick 

Lord, please guide me.

Lord, I know this might sound selfish, but I am asking you to please guide me on this month and the last 2 weeks to go. I've been preparing so hard at the same time, trying to exhaust every materials that has been given and gathered this past time.

I will do my very best, and I'll be waiting to get my license. Nothing is impossible with you and I believe. There is time for everything and I know you have the perfect plan for all of us.

I'm praying foll all of my classmates that we all be guided to make the right answers and be prepared for the 2 days to come. Thank you for everything always.

Amen.

~Derrick

Stay positive challenge. :)

Good vibes this morning! :D

~Derrick

This time I'll say... Be positive! Be happy!

Hi hi hi again. :)

Just went here to post that no matter happens, I'll try to be positive up to next month and be happy.

I'll stop this nonsense just because someone probably hates me for not passing the exam. But whatever, it's my life and I'm going to live it, my style!

So you out there, stop being lonely, think positive and be happy and do what you really want to do!

~Derrick

PS. Silent reader, I'll send that GIMP link once I stop being lazy. Haha... ;)

AHHHHHH!!! I'M GONNA WRECK IT!

Hi there guys! I'm back again! Feeling happy and somehow sad somewhere again... :)

Today I'm going to recommend to all of you one movie that I came across this past few weeks and watched it finally. And what do you know? Wreck-It-Ralph it is!

To get started, here are some concept arts:

Link for the trailer ( My browser just crashes suddenly, think I need to update it.)

Wreck it Ralph Trailer

I definitely recommend it for all ages, gamers and non-gamers alike. Wink wink.

I'll leave you with one of my favorite songs from the movie. It just feels good to listen to something. :)

~Derrick

Aral Kuno? Ows Talaga?

Saksak mo sa baga mo! Aral kuno? Tangna tignan natin, ihanda mo na yang mukha dahil malamang supalpal yan pag pumasa ako. Di ka na nadala na kapag 2nd time kong kinukuha ang isang bagay pumapasa ako. Di kita papatawarin sa lahat ng mga sinabi mo saking masasakit na salita.

Di ako robot, napapagod din utak ko, saksak mo din sa baga mo leche.

Naiiyak na ako sa sobrang rami.

Magandang gabi! :)

Naiiyak na ako sa sobrang raming pumapasok sa isip ko na mga reviewer. As in, di na ako masyadong natutulog at talagang todo ako na mag-aral (well, siguro half lang).

Sana magbunga tong ginagawa kong pag-aral. Ang sakit na talaga ng ulo ko, kala kasi ng ibang tao dito sa bahay ang dali lang. try niyo kayang magpasok ng halos 8000+ ng questions at problems. Tapos 400 lang dun ang kukunin sa board exam.

So Lord please guide me. This time po makapasa na ako. :')

~Derrick

PS: Thanks for the views guys! Haven't really updated myself on Hanks movies so sorry! Busy again reviewing. Hope I get my license. 

I Lay in Bed at Night Feeling Alone in a Raft or Island.

Hi there. It's me again, haven't watch some tom hanks movie still.

Been busy on what to do with my life now. I lay in bed at night feeling alone in a raft or island, slowly drifting away.

While the end credits sound repetitively plays inside my head, I have always think, I must be drowning, and I just needed some help.

Still hanging to my own invisible Wilson.

~Derrick

Life Has Been Bumpy.

Hi there guys. Haven't really posted since October and now I'm back. No good news for me but one thing's for sure, I still have the fighting spirit to do it all over again.

I've been thinking in the past few days to mail Mr. Hanks himself on the address I found online. I saw some feedbacks from other people and I think it would be nice if I tried.

Thank you so much to the person who is following my blog now, I promise I'll keep the new posts coming. :)

Have a great day everyone!

~Derrick

The Aftermath

Hi guys! I'm back!

After two days of grueling exam, finally over! Woohoo!

But I still can't even sleep... -.- Because I'll be browsing the results maybe Wednesday or Thursday .. makes me squeamish... Hope for the best and pray for me!

I wish I could drown myself on funny Hanks movies but my stomach is so jittery all over.

~Derrick

One Week Left.

Hi there guys. It's been really long since I got on-line here. i have only 1 week left before the big exam starts.

I just want to thank Ms. Rita Wilson for re-tweeting me one time, it really means a lot to me. And to Mr. Tom hanks, thank you also, I could have not gone this far without the movies you are into. Made me laugh and cry so hard. I'll remember all of it when I'm on the exam.

Thank you so much. Now I have the guts to overcome all my fears and break out successful at this exam. And I'm hoping to be called, Engr. Nuñez.

~Derrick 

Two Weeks Left Only.

Hi guys. Just visited here and come off on studying for a second. Only two weeks left before the big day comes, and so Lord give me strength to conquer all.

I'll go with the values of Mr. Hanks movies with me and for I know I could do it. I'll be waiting to be a true engineer. And someday, I'll meet you Tom Hanks, taking a picture with you and getting an autograph.

Night! :)

~Derrick

Just Hit One Thousand!

Hi there guys! Good gravy! I'm so happy! I think it's been 3 or 4 months since I started my blog and looks great!

Thank you so much! Even if I don't know if there's someone out there reading my blog, or Mr. Tom Hanks browses it just to check.

I've recently watched the movie 'Bachelor Party' and will be soon posting it. I'm trying to collect even he old movies of Mr. Hanks so I could be a number 1 fan too. In fact, I've been watching too much Forrest Gump that I could memorize what's happening on it eventually.

Gotta dash! I'll record some songs later since I feel gloomy again.

~Derrick

Come On And Whip Up A Splash!

Hi there guys! Been busy studying but then again, my mind gets exhausted also I just got the 1984 movie, Splash.

Yup, I don't mind if it's really old, I just want to watch and feel the story. And I didn't get disappointed! It was great!

They're just a cute couple in here! xD

Tom Hanks plays the role as Allen Bauer in which when he was young and had a trip on Cape Cod, he met a young mermaid on the sea but momentarily had semi-forgotten when he had grown up. On the other hand, Daryl Hannah, plays the role as a mermaid who is in love with Allen (which later she was called Madison).

Things would get complicated with them when Madison doesn't tell her biggest secret yet plus Dr. Walter Kornbluth (played by Eugene Levy) has seen her and wants to prove to everybody that he's not crazy.

It's a fantasy-romantic-comedy film that will sure get to your funny bones! Though the ending left me wanting for more on what happened between the two. But at the end, it's really great. :)

 

So if you have spare time, I definitely suggest you watch this guys.

~Derrick

Just Excited For The Exam In October.

Hi again. :)

It's been days or weeks now, and I'm glad that my review is going out so well. It's been crazy lately since what Mr. Hanks movies has taught I've been forgetting lately but it's not that much.

I miss watching. There's this segment on the radio one day that asks if anyone out there could recite the whole movie with no hints or clues. I may have called and said Forrest Gump.

I'll be going back after the exam and I'll wait for the showing of Cloud Atlas here which could be probably on December or early 2013.

~Derrick

And We Finally Grown. Time Has Change.

Hey it's been long since I've posted. Hi there guys. :)

So my little brother is going away for his job and I'm left alone here. It's sad that we finally had grown up and have to find jobs to help our family.

This sucks but it's for the meantime for sure. It's been too long that I've been with him and I'm not sure what I'm afraid of.

Am I afraid of him going away without me or afraid of him going into something wrong and I'll regret it forever?

~Derrick

I'm Drowning On Sadness Again.

People around me start to push me down further again, and I can't help but drown on sadness again.

Might just vent out here. And try to watch some tearjerky T.Hanks movies later cause I need to let this out.

~Derrick

Tired Of Studying. Must. Not Fail.

I keep on failing sometimes and get bashed by my dad almost the time.

It's really great for me to vent out here since I don't think anyone reads my blog. Or someone.

October is near and I'm finally beginning to sink in that I could pass this. I'm always thinking the things that thought to me by the movies. :)

~Derrick